by Fizzie Fri Aug 27, 2010 10:35 am
Mm, as an update, I moved out of my flat... and I wish I hadn't. A friend asked me to move in with them, and I did. Also, we have 2 other housemates.
I don't really see much of any of them because I've grown to feel awkward here. I talk to them if I see them, and occationally hang out with a couple of them, but the majority of the time I tend to avoid leaving my room.
The house itself seems like it's falling apart. It's been problem after problem after problem, and each one takes months to fix. =/
But the biggest thing about living here, is that I can't have my friends stay over whenever I like. Most of my friends live out of Eastbourne, so if they come down they need a place to stay... and I can't offer that anymore.
When I was asked over and over to move in here, one of the conditions was that my friends could still come and stay, especially during my birthday weekends. But now that's not allowed.
I miss everyone and I'm so unbelievably bummed about not being able to have them stay over this year for my birthday...
And I feel stupid because thinking about this makes me cry...
These, and a bunch of other stuff, are reasons I can't wait to move out next year.
But, more than that, I'm not just moving out, I'm moving in with Kaze, or at the very least, nearby. I love Eastbourne, and I wouldn't move out of it for anything less than amazingly special. And I've found exactly that. =]