Random Road

Chojin wrote:How would we know it fell if no one saw it fall?

Unless you see it, hear it, or hear about it, you wouldn't know. But that doesn't mean it didn't happen. It just means you don't know about it.

lol, imagine the response came from an smart ass kid, it might make more sense then.

After talking with my ex tonight, and a few friends over the last few days, I've realised something. I've realised that me and Vicki will be ok. We've known each other for years and have already had a test of our love, or at least Vicki has. She's loved me from the moment we met, pretty much, over three years ago. She's seen me with other women and she's seen me at my worst. Through it all, she has never given up, even when we drifted apart for months at a time. I always had an idea of how she felt for me, but it would've been unfair on her if I decided to be with her because I felt I had no other choice. One night, she let it slip that she was in love with me and we got together about six months later when I realised that there was no other choice because she was THE right choice.

Now, she is going through her worst, and I wish I could be there for her. Because it took me so long to open my eyes to her, I don't want to mess this up. I know I haven't been dealing well with the silence, but I know that she still loves me. I just have to give her time. When she finally comes round, and she will, it will prove that our love, though new, has the strength and fortitude to survive through tough times.

True love isn't about the absence of problems, it's about still wanting to be there when things are at their worst.

I'm so booooored.

Though my situation hasn't changed at all, I'm actually feeling a little better. I'm not sure why, though.

Yay!! I've got more stuffs to make cupcakes with!! X3

Now I just gotta hope my migraine goes away. I was stuck in bed again today because is was that f*cking painful. I couldn't move my head. >_<

Feeling alot better now though, so hopefully I'll be all better tomorrow.

Squee!! New avatar and signature set!! X3

Think I'll curl-up infront of the fire. Nyaw~ :3

Well, that lasted long

Chojin wrote:Well, that lasted long

Sorry about things with her. I'm in two-minds about it. I understand she's going through a difficult time, but stringing you along like she did was nasty.

I'm feeling the effects of the meds alot more now I've been back on them for a while. And when I say "effects", I mean all the crappy side-effects I had before. I'm so f*cking tired now and I'm feeling really sick. I've got washing up to do, a bathroom to clean, and a bunch of drying to put away. And I also wanna get dinner started ready for when Kaze gets home. I also wanted to make some more cupcakes, but I don't think I have the energy.

I don't blame her for that, even moreso now that I've heard new information.

Bleh. Car died on the way home. Lack of petrol. Took an hour for the services to get to us. Come home to find housemate from hell hasn't flushed the f*cking toilet again.

Today is such a struggle. I'm ill and all I want is Vicki to come back

Aww, I'm feeling kinda creative at the moment. I've had another day with a horrible migraine, but I've been feeling abit better the past couple of hours. And I've even had an excuse to write a character bio. ^-^

Character bio? Do tell...

Chojin wrote:Character bio? Do tell...

A friend's writing a Naruto fanfic, and asked if I wanted to be in it. So I made the character bio. :D

Today has been... interesting o.O

Overall, yesterday was a good day. There's been a little progress all round

Hey guys!!

I'm back from down South (came back yesterday), but I've not been online much because I've just been so tired. I haven't even started on my double dosage of medication yet (so who knows how tired I'll be when that kicks in), but forcing myself to stay awake the past few days has just screwed me over, I think. I'm so tired, and my whole body aches.

But anyways, I should be making a journal entry about it and stuff soonish.

Well, what started off as a fun night has turned to sh*t. Yay. u_u

Let's get this place active again!!

Indeed. It's too quiet around here.

How is everyone on this fine day?

Chojin wrote:Indeed. It's too quiet around here.

How is everyone on this fine day?

I'm absolutely knackered. :(

Kaze's going around doing housework, and I'm so tired I'm having trouble spelling. I wanna help, but he just tells me to go back to bed and get some rest.

How're you? :)

I'm ok, I guess. I could be better, but then I could still be a whole lot worse.

Chojin wrote:I'm ok, I guess. I could be better, but then I could still be a whole lot worse.

What're you upto today?