Random Road

Chojin wrote:It doesn't look like we'll be together much longer, anyway. She's really starting to do my head in

The thing you've gotta ask yourself is; is she worth all this hassle? And can you even trust her?

If you had asked me those question two days ago I'd have said yes to both. Now... I'm not so sure. The way she reacted to me talking to her about the things that bothered me... we won't make it through the weekend.

She goes on a cruise on Sunday, and I won't be able to talk to her for a week. If things aren't sorted by then, we're through. I'm not interested in playing games and that includes the one that involves me waiting around for a week just to find out where I stand. I went through that with Vicki and I have no plans of putting myself through the same again.

Well, don't need to worry about that anymore, we're officially over. It does hurt that it ended this way, but I'd be lying if I said I was devastated

Chojin wrote:Well, don't need to worry about that anymore, we're officially over. It does hurt that it ended this way, but I'd be lying if I said I was devastated

Like I said on Facebook, I think you're better off without her. I'm glad she made you happy for a while, but also very glad you got out of it before you made you made any more unhappy than she had been over the past few days.

I guess I should be thankful she wasn't another Vicki, lol.

I just hope she's ok, I know how she handles things like this but I don't want that for her. As much as she hurt me, I don't want her to come to harm. It's not her fault she misunderstood why I was hurt anymore than it was mine.

Awww poop. I totally forgot about getting together with the GAME guys tonight. =(

I've got half a mind to call in sick, but I'll go in and see how it goes. The problem with this place though is that putting yourself out them, going in and doing what you can for as long as you can, is worth nothing.

They don't give a sh*t how you feel and they make it 100 times harder for you to leave if/when you need to. So you may as well just call in and not bother.

So why am I going in? Because I can. Because I had a day off yesterday (through lack of sleep more than anything). I spent most of yesterday in bed. Seriously knackered. I really wasn't able to even get to work, let alone do any work.

Today though, I'm not as tired, but I do feel sick. I'm capable of getting myself to work and doing what I can. So I will. But I'm not gonna bother arguing with them if I need to go. I'm not putting myself out for a company that doesn't care about it's employees. I'll happily throw up all over them if that's what it takes.

I'm feeling kinda odd tonight... or rather this morning. Marcie broke up with me yesterday, which I already mentioned. The old me would be a blubbering mess. I know this is going to sound bad, considering me and Marcie haven't been broken up long but I feel rather happy and tonight I was out with a girl/friend tonight, and we were dancing very close. I won't lie, I do like her. Its too bad me and the new girl didn't meet earlier

Chojin wrote:I'm feeling kinda odd tonight... or rather this morning. Marcie broke up with me yesterday, which I already mentioned. The old me would be a blubbering mess. I know this is going to sound bad, considering me and Marcie haven't been broken up long but I feel rather happy and tonight I was out with a girl/friend tonight, and we were dancing very close. I won't lie, I do like her. Its too bad me and the new girl didn't meet earlier

So you've bounced from one girl to the next? =/

No, not quite. We're just friends and that's not likely to change anytime soon. She's just been there for me through it all so I do feel a certain fondness for her.

Actually drawing "properly" for the first time in years. And what am I drawing? My own My Little Pony character, Pixie. Wearing bunny ears. Happy Easter, everypony!! XD

This place is too quiet! >_<

You got that right >_<

So what's everybody been upto?

Not much, really. Mainly housework. It's been a rather chilled day, though so I'm not complaining.

Just had another awesome BAMF night. =D Brilliant to see everyone again.

Tomorrow, I've really gotta get my butt in gear and get some hammocks made ready for placing on eBay for Thursday (so that I can put them up for 10 days so they'll end on a Sunday).

I should also really get on with my Kyubey cosplay at some point. ^^;

Today was pretty productive. But I really need to get some more threads, and some more bobbins, for my sewing machine. Most of the threads I have are on tiny things (just for hand-sewing really). So I need some proper machining ones. And yeah, definitely more bobbins. I only have two, but I want at least one per main coloured thread. It'll be so much quicker and easier sorting things out between one hammock to the next then.

I got the eyelet pliers I ordered today, but they're not great. I think the hole it cuts might be too big as the eyelets don't cover the whole thing properly. And they didn't come with any washers, so one side looks really untidy. I've ordered some eyelets with washers now (can't find the washers on their own for some reason), so I'll see how they go. For now though, I'll stick to making my hammocks with fabric loops (they're a bugger to sew on in the right place inside-out though).

I didn't get to finish my main project today, so I'm abit sad about that. I have to hand-sew most of it, so it'll take a while.

In the meantime, I did get some normal hammocks sewn up on the machine. I've also "invisible hand-stitched" them sealed now. All that's left is to machine quilt them tomorrow (or whenever I get some more threads/bobbins). Oh, and one's a double-decker, so that'll need finishing off once I've quilted each level.

Hopefully I'll have some finished tomorrow and then I can put some pictures up. Though I'm now wondering... should I continue to put them on eBay or start using Etsy? o_O

Wooh, got a fun weekend ahead of me for once. Starting today, I've got a LAN party going on round a mates. A few of us are getting together to run through Diablo 2. We'll even try and make it a regular thing with other games, as well.

Tomorrow I'm going to a mates first live concert. He recently released an album and I've heard him play a few times. He's only young, but he's grown up with a guitar in his hands so he's good.

One of my best mates from school is in town this weekend, I've not seen him for years. He'll arrive while I'm at this LAN party, which is a bit of a shame. But I got all weekend ^_^

I hope you have an awesome weekend!! ^^

Today's not been that productive at all. I went to an interview this morning, but that's about it.

My new eyelet and washers came but they're useless. So I'm sticking with fabric loops on my hammocks.

I've been so tired today. I think it's a mix of the migraine pills I took this morning, and my depression. I haven't felt great at all after a friend really let me down last weekend.

Ain't no party like a Backstreet Party!! ;p

I'm off to London today to see the Backstreet Boys (with New Kids On The Block too). Can. Not. Wait!!

Unfortunately, I've got another friggin' migraine coming on. So, I'm gonna make myself a bagel, take some pills, and hope it goes away before tonight.

And I'm doing my usual panic of "what if I forget something". XD

Money, bus tickets, camera, spare batteries, phone, etc. I think I've got it all, but you know how it is. XD

*yawns* Urg. It's too early to do anything. I'm hoping to have a full day of creativeness and get a whole bunch of pet hammocks made. But I need to get the weekend's washing up out of the way first. And I need to actually wake up before all that too. Don't wanna be smashing plates of stabbing myself with sewing needles now.

Any other peeps alive out there? Whattcha got planned for the day?

What a day this has been. It's been filled with arguments, stress and housework.

BAMF is having a Movie Day todaaay!! 8D

Getting up early for my doctors appointment was so not worth it. She was absolutely useless. -_-;

It's hard to find a doctor that isn't useless, unfortunately.